Summer two thousand eighteen, unusual heat hugged this part of the world when we met again, all my questions came to an end: relief. Nothing heavy surrounded me, no regrets no shame I just could see clear and I know I have done the most beautiful thing I could: forgive. Now I’m asking myself if […]
The sun kissed the sea and we swam around like children the water so warm, us, so small our new little friends beneath our feet swam around watching us splashing our fingers hugged, our souls united The sun kissed the sea and we played around like children our hearts so warm, us, so happy we […]
I thought sending you to hell would stop me from going there too so I did, not knowing you’d fight back Your resistance, my dear, sent a series of guilty feeling crawling down my spine penetrating my pores, it swam through my veins and reached my heart, and every day you were away the guilt […]
I thought I buried you somewhere far Your graveyard covered in different kinds of old autumn leaves and dirt and coldness and nothingness I thought I had my head up high Chaffing the thoughts of weakness symptoms So I smiled and I smiled and I smiled and I smiled Until people stopped asking Today I […]
Today is the day where all the waiting finally comes to an end As expiry dates were tattooed on all hopes, beyond this day, they will be poisonous I’ve had my shares of wanting and expecting and staying has become a word that’s way too difficult to spell Today is the day where enough finally […]
Remember that old song you used to like? You used to listen to it all the time You danced to it You sang along You memorised the lyrics by heart You admired it religiously You could relate, and never got bored of it Now that song still exists, Just no longer in a way you […]
I love watching stars Especially those stars that reside in your eyes. AB – 15.7.17
Here I am trying to remember all the bad things you did that leave my scars open and after all this time I still have problem to hate you and to stop thinking of you That’s how much I love you. AB – 16.12.16
The light’s been off for a while Yet the thoughts come out to play All the memories I’ve stored neatly and carefully seem to always find their way out Sometimes I’m scared sometimes I’m amazed The faces I’ve buried down, The wishes I’ve tried to forget, The expectations and disappointment I’ve stopped to care about, […]
